Pavini is such a brave individual! Speaking out and breaking the silence on child sexual abuse is difficult – it is through his strength that he leads a great example to those who need some help to speak out about their experiences. Check out his blog, and read his story.
From an email I wrote to one of my parents today: “I have made a commitment to myself to acknowledge and come to acceptance of the story of my body and my sexuality.”
I am a survivor of childhood sexual abuse.
For many years, I had experiences in sexual and intimate connections that baffled me. My body would react in ways I did not understand. Weird triggers suddenly made me pull away, deep inside. I had many bodily sensations that seemed out of context to the situation. Nightmares about hidden, dirty places haunted me my entire life. Disassociation became an art form. Projecting ‘perpetrator’ stories onto lovers was a strategy to avoid intimacy. I shut down my sexuality, in attempts to deny the truth of my body. I attempted to avoid healing, since it was so terrifying. My demons were familiar, and if not beloved, at least steadfast…
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